Frog 🐸

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

   I would like to share with you all about my new experience today. Today make me feel so blessed 🤗 I love today 💖 The story begin when I  and my classmates need to bring frog in biology class. The sir, who teach me, make a demonstration to all my fellow classmates on how to make a surgery on that frog. We need to see all the organs of the frog. All of us gathering together to see how the surgery progress happen. We amazed by the great prosedur that all done by sir. Act, all of us were full of excitement that we cannot bear with it. After the demo, we divided into group. We changed from students into a fake doctor. Haha. It is interesting. There are many students there, but I just doing it with my precious partner. We do, we laugh, we scream, we cringed together. Just two of us. After the surgery was done by us, then someone approach us and talked about our future ambition. He asked me who are you in future then? 😹 And I jokingly said that I want to be a neurosurgeon 🙄 But, he take it seriously then said that he want to become a neurologist. He said again, when there a patient who came to seek about his brain, he will check it and if he need to see me, he will refer me to perform a surgery on the patient. I just laughed so hard 😂😂😂 I hope he become a neurologist one day. Amiin. He's the only one guy who being nice with me and another girl. I like his personality, so gentle. 😂 well, that's because he's being nice. If he just like another guy, maybe I just ignore him like others. Hekhek.  That's all from today. I'll pray for him to have a better life and become a great neurologist 🤗 Good luck from me 😊

It's a new life 🙆

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          After all the pain and stressful life that I faced before, I'm moving in another school. I'm not saying the new school is no fun but I love the old school better. There's too much differences that I need to adapt in this new school e.g boys and environment (maybe). It's too early to say I hate the new school. I need to gain many experiences here, get the best result and make many friends. It is good if I can improve my anti-social behaviour to have a better communication with boys especially. I'm too shy to describe. That's because maybe I'm not beautiful like other girls. I lost my confidences maybe. I think so. It is not too late to change because as a human, we still have a time to become a better person. In this new school, I don't want to hurt my friends, teachers and family. Even saying something that hurt them, I'll make sure it will never happen. InshaAllah.

        I hope, my new friends will please with my behaviour. Also, I hope my old friends there will appreciate our long-term friendship that we build since we were 7 years old. I hope I will solve all my homework perfectly. I hope I'll be able to make many exercises in books to get many high score. Last but not least, I hope I'll turn into beautiful, charm, gorgeous, clever and calm girl in future.

      Lastly,  I hope I became more grateful with something that gifted from above. Please, pray for me to become a better person. That's all from me today. I'll update soon. Wait for me yaa.. 😘😘

Hurt 😫

Assalamualaikum...

       It was a hard day for me after all. I cried so hard that I can't resist. Saying goodbye is hard. Everything is hard. I went to see my friends and saying goodbye for our farewell 😭 They cried and also me. Before that, I went to see my homeroom teacher and told her about my moving out from that school. I cried then. I went for a walk to hold up my tears. Then, another teacher saw my teary eyes. I was shocked actually but she got me felt so relieve and I told her about something that hurt me. Act, I don't know what I'm upset about. But, I think I know.  I take a walk around the school while crying. I saw my school's field, I cried. I saw my friends, I cried. I saw my teachers, I cried. The things that I can do is crying eventhough I looked dumb.

   Now, I move out into another school which it means another world for me. I think I need to adapt with their situation there. Sometimes I felt scared to go there. I think I need to be brave and not to think about another nonsense thinking. But, can my old friends accept me? I was thinking about it. I want myself to change. I think I'll change there. I want to be humble, clever and ego for certain things. That's my hope. I hope I can use the chance that given to prove and improve my ability to talk, sport and study. I ought to give my parents the success result in life and hereafter. That's all. Thank you.

My today 😕

Assalamualaikum and Hi.
 
           Today is worst than yesterday I thought. (May Allah forgive me) When I am at school, I can't give my focus to the teachers who teaches me. Especially when subject physic, chemistry and biology were going on. I think I need to change. All I can say is 'I need to change!' . But, nothing changed 😫😫 I was upset. Also today, I said something that hurt my mom (maybe). 😭 I'm sorry mom. I love you more than others. 💕💕

    I don't want to write too much. But, I hurt her many times. I don't know how many times she's broken heart with me. I want to achieve my dreams. So, I hope I can be more commited about my future. So that I'll not take it easy. That's all. So bored? Sure.. That's me.