Assalamualaikum.
May Allah bless us with His Rahmah. Amiin. Alhamdulillah. Today, my bro is off to Japan to further his studies. He's given this golden opportunity based on his effort. I'm so proud of him. On this day, many of my family members came to meet him. They're want to congratulate him. This scene give me some sad vibes but it gives me another motivational spirit to be like him. One day, I will make everyone waiting for me at the airport, again. Just like my bro. They may be bored. But they are proud actually. Well, if you're off to somewhere far away, your parents must be proud of you. It is hard to let your child to go overseas. But, if you see the future in their eyes, you will let them go. I am pretty sure that we all live different way. I am a person who is hard to go to oversea if the purpose is not for study. My parents will not allow me, or I don't have enough money though. I will make my dream happened. Please do pray for me for a good sake. Getting straight A's in exam, getting into medicine school, get a scholarship with medicine course, makes my parents happy, get married and go to heaven, I will make it happened one day. I want to be a positive people who always happy with everything that I've done. In this life, I think there is no regret for us. For what just happened, just let it go even it hurts the most. Sometimes we need to feel the pain until happiness appears. Not everything in this life make us happy. Sometimes it makes us sad until we dropped our tears.
I am happy bcoz I make some improvement in my exam. I can perform better in my exam. I should make it as a motivation to keep studying. In this mid term, I put a target about 6As only. But, my parents, especially my father want me to get 9As. I was in schocked and fear. I would feel very bad if I can't meet my parents' expectations cause they would do everything for me. Why not, I am their children, do something that makes them happy! They should feel blessed having me. But, I do nothing for them. It is the time to work hard even it's hard and tiresome. Just because it's hard, it doesn't mean it's impossible. Just don't stop trying. The more effort you give, the more lessons you get. Life is not simple. Life is adventure. You need to enjoy it as long as you still alive. In this blog, this is where I can hide myself, calm myself, improve myself and motivated myself. I don't know if there are some ways do exist. But, I think writing on this blog is interesting and not bothersome neither burdensome for me. I just want to improve my life before I die, I just want to do everything that give me chance to enter jannah before I die. I want to see people surrounding me to be happy after I die. That's the thing that I can write right now. Please wait for another entry from me.
