Assalamualaikum.
It's being a long time since I don't give any update to my precious blog. It's over than one month I've been schooling here. Too much pressure that I get from this school, friends and also from the teachers. I may cause troubles, I may hurt the teacher by not doing my homework. I've did something that's not right. I think, I wasted my first month in this school. I wanted to catch up the things that I leave behind and move further than anyone else.I need to get the first place in my class. The most important is, I needed to please myself and my family especially my parents who spent a lot of money for me to support and improve my study. They have hope for me to get the best result, achieve what I want, and have a luxurious life with them. I also want that.
But today, I'm feeling sad and my mood are going down. I hope I can let go this uneasy feeling. I did not completed my homework, I did not bring the books to the school and the teacher scolded me loudly. I almost got teary eyes in front of my classmates. Gratefully, I can keep it cool and steady. But, it hurt so much to me. I don't want the teacher feels that I am a rude student even though I am. Starting today, I desire to complete all the homeworks and stop making some stupid excuses. I hope I can make it happen. I think this is the first update after 2017 right? I always not writing it much. I write when I feel I want it. That's all from me. I hope I got at least a viewer and a response from you guys.
"Bad day will over, start fresh!"
Please give me positive vibes .
